Monday, October 16, 2006

The trouble with blog is....

Okay here's the story. I was really angry. You know when the rage is so much that it is all you can think about? You're generally a good person and all of the sudden you're thinking about angry, mean thoughts all of the time? You know when it wakes you up in the middle of the night, palms sweating, heart racing? Ever been that mad? I was mad. I was damn mad. So I wrote. I go online late at night and I wrote and wrote exactly what I was feeling. It was an outlet and I used it. And, uh, maybe I named some names.....

Right. So I got caught. The people who I was mad at- they found it- the post and all fucking hell broke loose. Sweet Jesus, you would think I threatened to bomb their homes, rape their children- force them to watch "Glitter"... I was just getting my rage out, people? Now, I'm barred from ever returning to the place where they reside without filling out a shit tone of paperwork. No- I'm an actual threat. Me. Yeah.

PS- the phrase "cut a bitch" isn't funny when you can't hear the person saying it. And I would never cut a bitch.. Intentionally. I think I paper cut one of the secretaries or something. Apologies were made.

So that's the thing. A blog isn't an outlet if no one is reading it! But I'm afraid of letting the public know I'm writing a blog. But guess what- I think it's time to break free of my fears. Fuck those people yet to be named! If they really want to be afraid of me, let them. If they want to believe that I'm a threat- go on with ya bad selves. Whatever's clever. I'm coming out! I have a new blog bitches!!!!

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